Tomorrow is my appointment with the specialist. I'm hoping for some answers. Good answers. I know I can't control any of this and I'm trying to be ok with that fact but it's so hard.
I was asked today if I was nervous about the appointment. No, I'm freakin' peachy. Of course I'm nervous. I'll take stupid questions for $200 Alex. This may be one of the most important appointments I've ever had and will possibly tell me what my future will be.
I'm going to apologize in advance for those of you calling to see how it goes. I know everyone cares and is hoping for a good outcome but I think, no matter what I find out tomorrow, I'm going to take some time for myself to process it.
I'm going to try and get some sleep -- I know that's not going to come easy tonight.