Tuesday, February 21, 2012

9 Months

Today is 9 months since Ryan was born. It hit me hard today. It wasn't even 9am and I had cried twice. It was a rough start but I got through and the day got better.

I'm sitting here writing this post and I'm missing him like crazy again. I still hate the quiet times at night. My mind wanders.

Happy 9 months in heaven sweet boy. I miss you so much it hurts.

I love you with all of my heart. Forever and a day.


  1. Hi Melissa I am so sorry for your loss I know what those quite lonely night feel like It's after 11:00 my time and I am blog hopping trying not feel so alone. We lost our sweet boy at 20 weeks a month ago. I read your story it must have been so hard to be so sick. I have had kidney bladder infection since our baby was born and it just makes it harder. I just wanted you to you are not alone even as I reminded myself as I read your blog. Prayer and blessing sent your way!

  2. Tesha,

    Thank you so much for your comment. I am very sorry for your loss. If there is anything you need please feel free to contact me.