Today is 9 months since Ryan was born. It hit me hard today. It wasn't even 9am and I had cried twice. It was a rough start but I got through and the day got better.
I'm sitting here writing this post and I'm missing him like crazy again. I still hate the quiet times at night. My mind wanders.
Happy 9 months in heaven sweet boy. I miss you so much it hurts.
I love you with all of my heart. Forever and a day.